Energy bursts and fizzles
Today was my 5th Taxol chemo treatment and I've noticed a pattern. The premeds have benadryl in it so I am initially a bit sleepy, but then I get this burst of energy. It's not energy to do all the things. It's energy to THINK all the things. I think about everything I have to do, all that is wrong in my world and all that is right in my world. I have slept, cried, been angry, contemplated running away and pissed a few people off with my overthinking out loud all within half a day. I have found music and water (soaking either the tub or hot tub) give my brain and soul a purpose. They are a helpful mix. What are some song lyrics that really move you? Tonight, for me it's 3 songs on repeat. Too Much Heaven by The Bee Gees Pig by Dave Matthews Band I Got You by Danny Gokey The energy will fizzle later in the week. For now, I'll look for the lessons. If you read this far, maybe leave a song recommendation that moves you?
