Alone, I was.

I know. No one wants me rehashing the past. After all, I am still alive and it was a long time ago.

I was just alone. I went to court on my own, sobbing, standing in front of half an audience that didn't want to hear what truths I had to share. Half the audience were rolling their eyes as I tearfully shared how one man's deceit hurt me more than a car hitting me head on while I was pregnant.

And now he is free, having fun being proud of his kids,  going to Mariner games with his famous sons and enjoying a life built by destroying others.

I should let it go.

Trying...
Lord please help me to forgive and most importantly yet impossible....to forget.